I hate youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuz. THAT IS ALL.



Would you believe it?

I'm with a person  that I rarely talk to...and we're eating lunch together. I feel like such an FC, it's weird... but hey, that's me!

She's really nice and she does some serious archery. I mean, she's in the school varsity for Pete's sake!(Mastteeeeeeeeer! Teach me!!!)



WOW! It's been a while!

Honestly, I have been working on this fanfic for like, months ago and I didn't have the time or the inspiration to work on it. Shet memeng!

Now, I have all the inspiration in the world to finish it...while I do my research paper. Oh dear me.... yeah, condemn me for multitasking!!!!!





Yeah.
I'm getting really mad about a thing that has always been making me mad for years.
I have already kept mum about this but jeez, you really are annoying aren't you? I don't get your way of thinking at all.




So....
APRIL 29 is the next dreaded day of cosplay. I don't know if I can make it, but according to the Law of Attraction, I CAN!
I finally got my dad to cough up the money. It was pretty easy actually.

ULTIMATUM~!
I'm gonna cosplay as fem! South Italy! Lovina Vargas! No one's stopping me, except the economy! OTL
I wish I'd have another awesome dream tonight.








First of all, Homestuck rp was just a way to get something that I want but now I'm getting interested. ALAS! Along with the interest comes the confusion! I'll get this going. NATSU never backs out on her promises...or so I said.




YEAH!
I've always loved summer and that's why I took on the pen name Natsumi!
This year, summer won't be the same because it's my first summer as a college student. I'll be taking summer classes and I hope I'll still be able to go around Silay and Bacolod. I've never imagined summer without going there :I

It will be a summer filled with hmmm...what's the word?-- solitude? Maybe. I don't know.



That red Silliman University Varsity Jacket sounds so delicious; if it weren't for the painful price. P900?! Somehow, I'm not surprised. I will get it someday, but first I need to think about how.

My friend suggested that I join the varsity, which is the very obvious solution. If I did, I'll get it for free.
Volleyball is a no since I don't know how to spike properly. My height is a big plus factor, but if I don't know the basics, I won't get anywhere. Swimming is out as well. I'm  pretty good at the backstroke but the rest, I'm not so sure. Finally, my aunt suggested Archery. Then there went my spark of interest! It flew like fireworks on the 4th of July!

Archery sounds like a very good sport. Problem is, my eyesight is not that good but I'm pretty good at estimating distances. (My eyesight never stopped me from playing darts XD) My aunt also told me that my arms are perfect for the sport, I didn't know that there were specifics though. I hope that the University will provide the materials so that I can start. Also, I hope they'll teach me how. It sounds so interesting, more interesting than applying for University Ambassadors. (I have plans on joining)

So, Archery it is. Plans, plans, plans. I'll think about them later. For now, I'll focus on finals. Let's just hope that this will work out and I'll get my jacket. Besides, now I think I'm more interested in the sport than the jacket.



Allen...whatever your name is...you need to be killed.

So, for the past 2 days, this person has been the source of my frustration. So, I've decided to go on hiatus because our bickering would somewhat affect my performance next week. It's midterm week and I want to make up for the low test scores.

Here's one of our best fights ever, taken from DA:

stop..you girl...= =' gwaaaddd...you make me feel frustrated..
 y-you boy *glare* well you make me feel the same way, you annoying twat 8D
Seriously, the guy needs someone to kick him with a hard solid combat boot, straight to his face.
Jerk.Jerk.Jerk.Jerk. He thinks he's superior huh?! Wait 'til he meets the pure awesomeness of me! We shall engage in mortal combat and he shall taste the sweet feeling of fatality!!!! BWAHAHAHAHA

That has been a rant entry.



Closure.

For some reason, I feel very intimidated whenever I am alone with a person. If you ask me to explain why I feel so, I really cannot.

So...I 'll share this with any soul that comes across this blog.
Ever since I was a kid, I avoided one-on-one time with anyone...because I don't like being alone with a person.  Maybe that's why no one never knew what my real self is (honestly, I haven't been very honest XD)....and I find comfort in telling a person that I don't know, about things that I don't talk about with my friends in person. Maybe, just maybe, I don't like telling people things about me to their faces. I noticed that recently, whenever I tell a person something, I look at something else...I never look at them.

Mind you, I prefer being with large amounts of people because if it's just a one-on-one thing, I feel restricted....and sometimes embarrassed. I guess it's because of the concentration of attention on me. I just don't like it. There's this nagging gut feeling that tells me, "This is awkward/frustrating. I want out."

I'm like a neuron, firing at an all-or-none fashion: be with a lot of people or be with no one at all. I think that's the best explanation that I can find...about my predicament. I don't know!!!!




*facetable* My uncle has done it again.

Today, I was thirsty after cleaning my combat boots, cause they were so muddy...
so I opened the fridge and saw a coke bottle with a very little amount of coke left. I thought, "Hey...I might as well finish it."
I drank it from the bottle and noticed that the taste was not how coke was supposed to taste like.

I saw my uncle passing by and asked him, "Hey uncle! What happened to the coke?"
"Who knows?" Then he showed me troll face.

It turns out that he replaced the coke with soy sauce...AGAIN! I was trolled with the same joke for the 2nd time! *facetable*

After that he kinda ran off with a really weird witch like laugh and started o sing, "oops I did it again!"

 I didn't have the energy to get mad.



Title is self explanatory.
I'm going to write more expressive pieces. More analytic too. First, I need to develop my writing. Yes.
I think I'll start anytime soon.



F**k!

I feel so dead today ;A:

So today was another dreaded day of ROTC. My feet hurt and muddy water went inside. I just finished washing my pants...they looked like muddy heaven. The marching thing was frustrating too. I wanted to shoot myself because I cannot catch on. I'm like, "Where's the f**king marker?!" Then I get scolded *sigh*

Before that I taught Hime our P.E. moves. It was funny. I never thought that I would be teaching someone how to dance. I think the key to dancing is to have a good sense of how your own body moves. Well, I certainly know my own body and I know how to control it well... *shrug*

We also went out and ate together...so my day wasn't that bad in general.

Funny thing happened. When I was in the middle of marching with a rifle on my shoulder, this giant flag of Norway appeared. I was like O_O and I went out of cadence. *sigh* I also screwed up on the markers again.

Another funny and embarrassing thing. Sir Lopez went to me and started to say things like," IDOL!~" in the middle of our formation and all the people looked at me with weird faces. Like they were saying, "Are you guys close?" I just froze and answered him in the most civilized way. So awkward =_=



Title is self explanatory... my head is aching. *sigh*

Even though it's raining, I still found the sunlight a little bit stingy. Hmmm, why am I light sensitive today?

Anyway, before class, my friends and I were playing a game on Alex's phone. It was a super cute game and the graphics were so edible [that is a very weird modifier, eh?]. The sounds were so cute too. Plus, the mechanics of the game was Physics 8D

After that, I got some socializing time. I forgot how awesome some of my MT friends are. They may look saucy but they're great.

So... I'll be here, watching some Hetalia videos. If I'm not too distracted, maybe I'll go to sleep.




at first i was afraid to eat a picha piekept thinking this is not a goodthis is a picha pieand i spent o so many nightsjust eating my tortang talongand i grew strongbecause of my tortang talong

biglang may box, from outer spacenakita ko sabay kinuha koyung box from outer spacebinuskan ko at nasindakmay picha pie sobrang laki!tinikman ko within 5 seconds,naubos ko parang mani!

ngayon ako, ay ganitokung 'di ka picha hut o sheki'syou're not welcome, ina mo!ngayong sa akin picha pieayoko nang mahiwalaypara sa 'yo, handa ko magpakamatay

cos now I love my picha pieas long as i eat picha pie i know i'll be alivei want all my garlic beefpepperoni, double cheeseang picha pie... o picha pie.... penge!

you took all the cash I have, naubos nang lahatgusto ko pa ng picha piengunit ang pera'y di sapatand so I spent so many nightsjust feeling sorry for myselfit made me cry, wala na ba akong picha pie?
ngayon ako ay nagipit!hindi na ako istupid person na hindi nag-iisipmedyo mahal ang picha pieyou can't expect it to be freethat's why I'm saving all my moneypara mayroong pambili

[look, it's not 'picha pie', it's 'pizza pie!](huh? picha pie!)[no no no, say it like this 'pi-zza pie!](pi-cha pie)[pi-](pi-)[zza!](cha!)[pizza!](picha!)[nononono, nonono]



It rained again today.

Every time I see rain now, I panic. The flood made me paranoid and it's frustrating.

The streets were flooded again, especially the ones near my house and West Elementary School. It is not amusing my friends.

So, I reached home wet and I had to take a shower if I didn't want to catch a cold.

My day was an okay day, in general. I hope tomorrow will have better things for me.

By the way, Denmark's admin just made me smile today. Clickitty!



I started my day in a very disappointing way.

First, I woke up late. Then, I hit my head on the top bunk (my bed is a double decker).

Today is a Thursday and the pedicabs magically disappear because the drivers go to church. So, I was running really late and I had no choice but to wear slippers only, even if I'm going to have Chem Lab class.

*sigh*




Weird day huh?

Finally, I'm done with blog redesigning. 8D and whoooooh! What a drag.
Then, during P.E. my classmate/ friend taught us some moves that were so hard but I am determined to learn all of it.

It turns out that she's friends with my other friend--for short, we're mutual friends. That guy, Dwayne, from Prime Machine. Yeah.

So, I'll be online more often now because my eye sight is better. Last week, my eyes would hurt, like someone's stabbing it. Maybe someone really is...maybe some kind of unseen force. Who knows?



I drew something cool again!

I don't know why I draw epic things during my free time at school. It's a good thing I always have my handy dandy notebook (lame pun).
I was almost late for class finishing this one.

It's a woman form the Philippine pre-colonial period. I for one, think that the pre-colonial times are awesome.

Anyway, happy day!!!! Too tired to explain why though.




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Drag

P.E. was another drag today.

*sigh* The moves were okay. At least everything is not gay-ish.

WE'll live through this.



So I decided to make my blog a bit more like me...so I chose whimsical drawings. (I wanted to go for a very simple look but nah, that's not me)

I will post up pictures later...after I have personalized the place. I hope I will be done soon.

No assignments tomorrow, just the dread of having to face a new day.



Re-do

So this is blog make over! yay!
I chose a nice coffee color because I have discovered the wonders of coffee! Ironically, it makes me sleep *sigh*

I'm still not done with the major changes but no matter. It will be done in a few...days